A while back I posted some pics of me, the “sex kitten” sucking dick… And I really like those pictures, but when they got reblogged I realized something: Yes, I do enjoy the confidence boost, however, I didn’t have permission to post those. Yes, they were of an X who did me some terrible wrongs, but I still felt wrong posting them without permission so I took them down… even though you couldn’t tell it was him unless you had seen them naked MANY times, but I still felt like it was wrong.
Then, I posted some pictures of myself not-totally-dressed… and simultaneously enjoyed the feeling of “What a dirty slut I am, posting nudes of myself online for the world to see” but eventually took them down too. I still feel like I’d enjoy posting them, but I feel self-centered posting so many pictures of myself, and I’m nervous that if I post them, someone will see them and think I’m ridiculous or unnatractive… or that the opposite will happen and somehow people I DON’T want to see them would.
So, now I have quite the delema… To post, or not to post. Maybe I’ll just start by posting some of my drawings. I draw erotica and furries. Then I’d just have to find the time to scan them…
Anyway, I just thought I should explain why all my blog’s contense dissapeared.